Sunday, 9 October 2011

It might be funny if...

You know the "self-made man"?  Well I am the "self-unmade woman".  Given plenty of opportunities I have squandered them all.

You know the joke about playing the country song backwards - get your truck back, get your girlfriend back etc etc.  Sometimes I wish I could play my life backwards.

Loves and fortunes have been lost, health is questionable, security... what is that?

And yet...

Things are pretty good.  I'm a decent person and I have friends with whom I have been friends for a very long time.  I have fun and can find entertainment and amusement in the things around me.  Best of all - I see beauty and I appreciate it.

Still there are things I want to rant about and things I need to vocalize which are unfit for human consumption and so --- here is their forum.  The place where even the unforgivable is acceptable, where nothing is taboo.  As a general rule I tend towards sadness before anger but if you decide to read this rambling rant you are going to see the angry side of a not very angry person.

So if there is ever anyone who reads this... welcome to my world.


  1. I lost my first lover to my BROTHER, grrr. I too am happy, but also use my blog to release my angry side, because in "real life" (?) I am a pretty cool cat. I am glad I found your blog or you found mine or whichever, I look forward to reading more and more and will add you to my favorite blogs ASAP. KEEP BLOGGING!

  2. Rant on - we have enjoyed many post and look forward to many more.

  3. Your first post, in time not so long ago but so much we have been through with you and so much has changed. Don't you think? Thanks for sharing it.

    1. You are so right! My life has altered completely since I wrote that first blog... I am glad to have this outlet!

  4. Hi!

    I have recently started FCK: a directory of Bloggers who educate, support, enlighten, inform, inspire and motivate people about and with Fibromyalgia (

    I would really like to include you and your blog.

    Please have a look at the information for Bloggers on my site ( and, if you would like to be included, please follow the directions and then email me.

    I hope you choose to be part of this new project.


    P.S. I am in Australia, too. Melbourne.